(the first post in this series is here: On Being a Social Outcast )
Another problem has started to rear it’s ugly head in this
no-addictions / no-obsessions trial.
!@!@!@ CRAP @!@!@!
That’s all I can say…. Crap… Crap… Crap… and Damn It!!
I want this to be over.
I’m tired of being on the tracks… being hit by so many trains.
I want to get well! And NOW!!!
I don’t want to be doing this anymore!