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~ Life of a Recovering Alcoholic, Food Addict, Schizoaffective, Child Abuse Survivor, Christian

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Monthly Archives: July 2014

Song: Caribbean Blue

31 Thursday Jul 2014

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Song: Orinoco Flow

31 Thursday Jul 2014

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Song: Girls on Film

31 Thursday Jul 2014

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Song: Hungry Like the Wolf

31 Thursday Jul 2014

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Song: Shout

31 Thursday Jul 2014

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Song: Everybody Wants to Rule the World

31 Thursday Jul 2014

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Song: Simply Irresistible

31 Thursday Jul 2014

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This is a simply bizarre song & video from the 80’s. I can’t believe I still love it though. It’s so catchy.

A Dialogue with God -> 7-24-14

24 Thursday Jul 2014

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Addiction, dialogue, Family, food, God, god dialogue, inspiritation, obsession, spirituality

A12:  Hi Pops

Pops:  Hi my little one-too. How are you?

A12:  I’m ok I guess. The last few days I’ve been bingeing on Salt Water Taffy though. I haven’t eaten any of my ‘alcoholic foods’ (sugar/flour junk) for over eleven months now, but I guess I have to add candy to the list of foods I can’t control. Damn it!!! When is all this crap going to be over??!! I keep running to earthly answers to my emotional pain. When is it going to end?! — but otherwise — I’m ok I guess.

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Song: Deep Enough to Dream

22 Tuesday Jul 2014

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by Chris Rice

Song: My Cathedral

22 Tuesday Jul 2014

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Anger

17 Thursday Jul 2014

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abstaining, Addiction, Anger, character defects, complex ptsd, Family, Father, food, God, overeating, post traumatic stress disorder, PTSD, recovery

I’ve been so angry lately. The little girl is angry. The one who took all the abuse for the rest of us. She’s angrier than all get out. “It’s not fair”, she says about taking the excess food away. “As if trying to live in this world isn’t bad enough for me, now you have to take my food away too?!! What’s next!!? Are you going to try to get rid of me altogether!!?”

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Song: Losing My Religion

16 Wednesday Jul 2014

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by R.E.M.

Song: The Sidewinder Sleeps Tonight

16 Wednesday Jul 2014

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by R.E.M.

Song: Shine Happy People

16 Wednesday Jul 2014

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by R.E.M.

Her

10 Thursday Jul 2014

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(the first post in this series is here:  On Being a Social Outcast  )

It feels like the noose is getting tighter. Liking myself is predicated on not junking out on any drug foods. Now this abstinence even includes abstaining from Costco frozen yogurt and doing 20 minutes exercise on the elliptical??!! I don’t know if there is a bottom to this ‘abstinence’ business.

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I’m Still on the Damned Roller Coaster Ride!!

06 Sunday Jul 2014

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abstinence, Addiction, C-PTSD, child abuse, christianity, denial, food obsession, grief, grieving process, junk food, Mental health, mental illness, PTSD, rage

(the first post in this series is here:  On Being a Social Outcast  )

It seems I’m on the emotional ‘roller coaster’ again with no idea where I’m going to next. Apparently I haven’t arrived at God’s destination for me as the ride isn’t over yet. I’m so tired of … one… more… time… having to deal with all these uncontrollably, wild feelings!! It’s not bad enough that I have to deal with food addiction; I have to deal with all this child-abuse-PTSD too!!??

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Song: Love is Blue

05 Saturday Jul 2014

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Song: Classical Gas

05 Saturday Jul 2014

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By Mason Williams

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Jean M. Cogdell, Author-Writing something worth reading, one word at a time in easy to swallow bite size portions.

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First-world probelms. Third-world country.

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A WordPress Site

follow your nose

it always knows

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fresh hell trumps stale heaven

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I'm Michelle. This is my blog. I write about women and fatness, expound upon semi-coherent thoughts I have in the middle of the night, and offer tough love to those in whom I am disappointed; they are legion.

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Poems, stories, and reflections

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Jean-Luc Picard.

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Hope isn't an emotion, but a daily choice.

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It's about the journey not the destination

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my healing journey

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The Girl With Words

Typing what comes to my head...

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A personal perspective

the anxiously depressed

Learning to live my life with anxiety, depression, and self-harm (and other things).

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Growing towards God as an Introvert

Susan Irene Fox

Jesus follower, peacemaker, unfinished human

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Healing from Childhood Trauma

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Searching for a God who's playing hard to get.

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if I were to blog my life, it'd go like this...

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"...that where I am you may be also." Jn.14:3

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In Your light we see light...

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Words fail, but sometimes I try

Isaiah 41 v 10

a life redeemed from the pit

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Concerning the lives of sensitives, narcissists, artists, ADDers, survivors of narcissism and abuse.

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