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31 Thursday Jul 2014
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31 Thursday Jul 2014
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1980's hits, 80's hits, enya, music, orinoco flow, song, YouTube
31 Thursday Jul 2014
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inThis is a simply bizarre song & video from the 80’s. I can’t believe I still love it though. It’s so catchy.
24 Thursday Jul 2014
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Addiction, dialogue, Family, food, God, god dialogue, inspiritation, obsession, spirituality
A12: Hi Pops
Pops: Hi my little one-too. How are you?
A12: I’m ok I guess. The last few days I’ve been bingeing on Salt Water Taffy though. I haven’t eaten any of my ‘alcoholic foods’ (sugar/flour junk) for over eleven months now, but I guess I have to add candy to the list of foods I can’t control. Damn it!!! When is all this crap going to be over??!! I keep running to earthly answers to my emotional pain. When is it going to end?! — but otherwise — I’m ok I guess.
22 Tuesday Jul 2014
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by Chris Rice
22 Tuesday Jul 2014
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17 Thursday Jul 2014
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abstaining, Addiction, Anger, character defects, complex ptsd, Family, Father, food, God, overeating, post traumatic stress disorder, PTSD, recovery
I’ve been so angry lately. The little girl is angry. The one who took all the abuse for the rest of us. She’s angrier than all get out. “It’s not fair”, she says about taking the excess food away. “As if trying to live in this world isn’t bad enough for me, now you have to take my food away too?!! What’s next!!? Are you going to try to get rid of me altogether!!?”
16 Wednesday Jul 2014
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by R.E.M.
16 Wednesday Jul 2014
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by R.E.M.
16 Wednesday Jul 2014
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by R.E.M.
10 Thursday Jul 2014
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AA, abstinence, Addiction, Alcoholics Anonymous, character defects, complex ptsd, exercise, Family, junk food, Mental health, mental illness, PTSD, relationship, Theophostic, TPM
(the first post in this series is here: On Being a Social Outcast )
It feels like the noose is getting tighter. Liking myself is predicated on not junking out on any drug foods. Now this abstinence even includes abstaining from Costco frozen yogurt and doing 20 minutes exercise on the elliptical??!! I don’t know if there is a bottom to this ‘abstinence’ business.
06 Sunday Jul 2014
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abstinence, Addiction, C-PTSD, child abuse, christianity, denial, food obsession, grief, grieving process, junk food, Mental health, mental illness, PTSD, rage
(the first post in this series is here: On Being a Social Outcast )
It seems I’m on the emotional ‘roller coaster’ again with no idea where I’m going to next. Apparently I haven’t arrived at God’s destination for me as the ride isn’t over yet. I’m so tired of … one… more… time… having to deal with all these uncontrollably, wild feelings!! It’s not bad enough that I have to deal with food addiction; I have to deal with all this child-abuse-PTSD too!!??
05 Saturday Jul 2014
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05 Saturday Jul 2014
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By Mason Williams
Love is the answer - now what's your question?
Jean M. Cogdell, Author-Writing something worth reading, one word at a time in easy to swallow bite size portions.
First-world probelms. Third-world country.
it always knows
fresh hell trumps stale heaven
I'm Michelle. This is my blog. I write about women and fatness, expound upon semi-coherent thoughts I have in the middle of the night, and offer tough love to those in whom I am disappointed; they are legion.
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Hope isn't an emotion, but a daily choice.
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Learning to live my life with anxiety, depression, and self-harm (and other things).
Growing towards God as an Introvert
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Healing from Childhood Trauma
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